Not much in the notes. It was a way to deal with past traumas.On came my computer. There was plenty about it on the Net. I was in no hurry, so I read it all slowly. After about an hour I arose, saying to myself, "That's what she needs." Late Saturday afternoon. This was no time to contact a therapist. I'd have to start my search Monday morning.That weekend, I was on the computer a lot. By Sunday night I had learned a great deal about EMDR. My folks thought I was on another math trip. I had worked on the Lagrange and Eulerian solutions to special cases of the three body problem (for example two planets going around a much larger body like a sun).That's what my folks thought I was working on, but this was one time they were infinitely far from what was really on my mind. I could not get Amelia out of my mind. What horrible monster had attacked this beautiful lady in the past, so terribly that she could not remember it?Finally, Monday morning, I got to speak with an EMDR expert. She was terminally ill with lung cancer, but that was not about to stop her from taking her vows one last time. She adored Rabbi Michael Schulman, her quite unconventional spiritual guide/lover/friend, more than enough to take the plunge with him. She initially resisted and suggested my sister, but that wasn’t what he wanted for marriage at least.Michael was in love with Mom ... that much was evident. If he was willing to become a widower after such a short spell, he must love her a lot, right? Why else willingly wed a terminally ill cancer patient? He also had a very unorthodox view of marriage, as did Mom and the rest of us by now. He started out by giving Mom a “hall pass” to satisfy her “bucket list,” but it quickly morphed into some kind of polyamorous arrangement where they each had affairs with all of us. What a guy?Not surprisingly, the words “forsaking all others” were deliberately omitted from the vows. Why swear to something that one had no intention of doing at all, after.
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